Amplify this.

Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?

I've been in such a place as of late that some people reading this stupid ass creation,  have begun to wonder who I am.   




AMPLIFY THIS:
You think you know me? 



Go jump off a stoop.



What I thought was my breaking point last week evolved into what I believed to be  this beautiful opporutnity for clarity.

I was ready to tell you all that I didn't give a shit about what you thought.  That I could fight my battles anyway I chose.  I even had a great line-  You don't kill cockroaches with rainbows.

My misguided self thought:  that was my clarity.
I'm such a novice in life.
So naive.



 I was knocked to  the core this week-  with personal news of a magnitude  I cannot explain.

Julie's cancer has spread.  To her bones and her lungs are almost half filled with fluid.

Yes,  Jaden's mom.

They will take out part of her rib, drain the fluid and begin what I can imagine to be aggressive treatment. 




Leveled, said Grammie.  They are leveled. 



Yet Julie remains positive.

Have you ever looked fear in the face

And said I just don't care?

She is amazing. 

It's only half past the point of no return

The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn

The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase

Have you ever felt this way?

This blog means nothing to me. 

If you're here for any other reason than to read what I write for pure sport and giggles...

Then. 

Leave. 

Because I have nothing else to offer you.

It's only half past the point of oblivion

The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run

The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames

Have you ever felt this way?

This page.  Each post. BLog land.. sponsors, getting rich, followers, comments, counting such things.




It's ridiculous.
IT means nothing.
 

For my sweet friend.  I am with you.
Put your gloves on and your dukes up.


We're down.  But NOT for the count.

You owe me a lunch.





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